Well, today, had flagstaff training with Steven Sir. It was strangely fun as we scrambled to complete the flagstaff under 10mins. We never believed that it could be achieved, but we proved ourselves wrong. I guess today would e unforgettable, because I got a present from the peg. One nice bruise at my ring finger. Now, it swelled up. '_'
Finally, I think I found a solution to the end of all the problems. Since I'm always in the middle, why don't I just step out of everything, yeah? Just not care about the CCA anymore. I'd bet most will rejoice. Well, should I?
However, after being with NP for so long, it's hard to let go. Even after everything, people keep on telling me to be strong. To keep on moving, and to take it as a learning experience. But, who's there to tell me my mistakes? Who's there to bring me back to the path when I stray from it? Everybody wants comfort from those they love, but nobody is really willing to comfort one another. No matter how hard we try, there'll always be something wrong. Whether it's our attitude, our respect towards others or our opinions towards others. To me, I guess we're like stars. Different, but connected in a way. There are times when we shine bright, while there are times when we seem dim. It's pretty rare to see a star alone, isn't it? Therefore, no matter how sad/angry/disappointed/depressed/anxious/whatever it is that we humans feel, there's always another star feeling the same way, and having the same mindset. It just depends if you want to change it, or continue to sulk about it. It's hard to be positive all the way, but give it a try, yeah? We may not know it, but how we feel do affect those around us.
As someone once told me before, it's the climb.
Found my new motivation to always go to school now. ((:
(to those who know, nyehahahaha)
MY NAME IS NUR KHALIESAH:D
navigate using the bars above
:D
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
hello :D my name is nur khaliesah. khaliesah loves her family, mom dad sister brother, and her best friends, adilah caroline and scott. khaliesah is an absolute fan of TAYLOR DANIEL LAUTNER, who by the way is extremely hot if you didn't know. but now you do, so good for you, yeah. khaliesah currently studies in pasir ris secondary school and is sec 4. khaliesah won't tell you her class so if you don't know, too bad for you.
F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 15 going on 16, aren't i?
ONE basically, this section is really random. TWO I'll be having my 'O' levels at 2010. THREE I'm missing my OBS group, marshalllls! FOUR Missing my STC Group, Solid Fuel la horrrr. FIVE I'm not crushing on anybody. SIX you'll have to give me something on the 24th of November(2010's coming!) SEVEN I'm in PRSS NPCC. EIGHT Current rank : Staff Sergeant! NINE Squad 4'2010 is family. TEN Current Vice-Captain of PRSS Campcraft Girls Team 2010. ELEVEN is one of my favourite numbers. TWELVE trying to live life to the fullest. THIRTEEN finds it hard to do number 12 FOURTEEN hates bearing a lot of responsibilties, and receiving little help. FIFTEEN Don't believe all that you hear, and don't say all that you think(if you're smart enough).
W I S H L I S T
can you help me?
get an iPod touch. to pass my 'O's with flying colours tell people what I really want them to know. get glasses.
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
it's the climb
4:34 AM - Saturday, December 19, 2009
what goes around, comes around, i'm sure.
4:03 AM - Saturday, December 12, 2009
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Finally, Joel's back from China. For 8 days, he's been there on vacation. HAHAHAHA, China boy. .jpg)
The four boys that made my life more tolerable, and always makes me have a smile on my face. Oops, not forgetting Wen Jun and Jia Ji. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for always being there and understanding my many moods. Joel, thanks for being there for me, no matter what. Delvin, thanks for the moments. Melvin, keep on being jovial, alright? I need it. Luke, keep on smiling. :)Seriously, I wouldn't know what I'd do without you guys. And, because of that, each of you hold a special place in my heart. For always being there for me. Especially in Vietnam, where I found out which one are considered my real friends. Family.
Last, but not the least, to my deardear XinXin. For being the one I could always talk to, no matter what time of the day it was. :DDAfter everything that we've been through, it'll only make us stronger. Emotionally, and mentally. With a clear mind, decisions and actions won't be clouded. You can do it. We can do it.
ps, thanks for the autobots fan-thingy. And, Melvin can't wait to see what present you got me! ((:
To those in school:
Adilah, Gek Nia(:, Scott and Marr. Words can't describe the gratitude I want to express to each of you, personally. Love each of you to bits, really.
Not forgetting, Putra Nur Afiq, who has turned fifteen recently! Happy birthday, putput! We hope you like our present, eventhough you already knew what we got for you before you even saw it! May you always be happy, and be blessed by God.
By the one&only,
KhaliesahKepli.
Proud of my dad's name, and always will be.
1 more day, people!
1:28 AM - Monday, November 23, 2009
Heyooo, people! As you may or may not know already, tomorrow's my BIRTHDAY(awesome right?) and, I'll be leaving for my Vietnam CIP trip too. Please do forgive me if i'm not able to reply to your wishes, as i'll be leaving in the early morning!
Andandanddddd, for those who went to STC with me, it was awesome righttttttt? Other than the times I got bullied by that Sir la. You know who you are la hor. Grr. One day!
GO SOLID FUEL!
I feel so boomz!
Ohh, I feel so boomz!
Ohh I feel so, Ohh I feel so, Ohh I feel so BOOMZ BOOMZ BOOMZ!
Haha, miss me people! I know you will! Until the next time, WHERE I'LL BE FIFTEEN SO NOBODY CAN DISTURB ME ANYMORE, take care and do tag!
The one & only, Khaliesah Kepli.
Andandanddddd, for those who went to STC with me, it was awesome righttttttt? Other than the times I got bullied by that Sir la. You know who you are la hor. Grr. One day!
GO SOLID FUEL!
I feel so boomz!
Ohh, I feel so boomz!
Ohh I feel so, Ohh I feel so, Ohh I feel so BOOMZ BOOMZ BOOMZ!
Haha, miss me people! I know you will! Until the next time, WHERE I'LL BE FIFTEEN SO NOBODY CAN DISTURB ME ANYMORE, take care and do tag!
The one & only, Khaliesah Kepli.
6:37 AM - Thursday, October 29, 2009
the tree of wisdom is watered by tears.
what the bleh!
8:10 PM - Saturday, October 24, 2009
OH YEAHHHHHHHHHH. Finally, exams are finally over. So, bring on the movies and the popcorn! Fulfilling a request by FP, I just thought maybe it'll be awesome to dedicate this post to someone who thought he was forgotten.
THIS POST SHOWS THAT WE STILL REMEMBER YOU, ALRIGHT!
To: Sir Steven Sia Chin Siong
You're such a lucky person, you know! You're probably the first and only sir that I've dedicated a post to, ho-kay! Don't be so depressed, alright. Eventhough you won't be there for our upcoming events, I believe that you're still a beloved sir throughout the squad. We know that you've made us who we are. Through all the hardships and the suffering, you taught us to persevere and carry on with life with a smile. With your strict regimentation, you forced us to bear responsibilities and atone for our own mistakes. Along the way, you made the squad bond until we achieved everything as one(even punishments). You made us into a squad which was easily relied on. Without you, we won't be who we are. So, don't stop now. Be our pillar of support, and our own form of encouragement.
If you do read this, remember to say thanks, alright! So I know my message didn't go to waste.
ps, i'm not angry at you. just joking around:D
Ho-mah-gad. It sounds like i'm saying goodbye. HAHAHAHAHA, kidding.
THIS POST SHOWS THAT WE STILL REMEMBER YOU, ALRIGHT!
To: Sir Steven Sia Chin Siong
You're such a lucky person, you know! You're probably the first and only sir that I've dedicated a post to, ho-kay! Don't be so depressed, alright. Eventhough you won't be there for our upcoming events, I believe that you're still a beloved sir throughout the squad. We know that you've made us who we are. Through all the hardships and the suffering, you taught us to persevere and carry on with life with a smile. With your strict regimentation, you forced us to bear responsibilities and atone for our own mistakes. Along the way, you made the squad bond until we achieved everything as one(even punishments). You made us into a squad which was easily relied on. Without you, we won't be who we are. So, don't stop now. Be our pillar of support, and our own form of encouragement.
If you do read this, remember to say thanks, alright! So I know my message didn't go to waste.
ps, i'm not angry at you. just joking around:D
Ho-mah-gad. It sounds like i'm saying goodbye. HAHAHAHAHA, kidding.
helpless when he smiles
3:21 AM - Thursday, October 22, 2009
When the visions around you,Bring tears to your eyes.
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies.
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope.
Keeping your faith when it's gone.
The one you should call,
Who's standing here all alone.
To all who regularly read my blog, I think I like someone. Nur Khaliesah has a crush on someone. OMG.
He's really really cute, and innocent. Awwwww. I'm such a complete mess.
WHAT DO I DO?
Please tag your replies. Think I might need it.
i'm no superman.
4:47 AM - Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Get me outta here‘Cuz my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place
Right now
It’s so amazing how you have so many faces
And you are not that person I thought that I had fell so deep in love with
You changed up your makeup your DNA
I can’t recognize you’re a stranger to me
I feel so betrayed what a waste of my heart and me
to A:
Let me move on, so when I look at the Sun one day, I won't have to put on a fake smile. So that when I see my friends, I won't have to act like everything's okay again. So that these horrible feelings don't haunt me every night. The guilt is so overpowering, do you know that? I've apologised, and I need time. He doesn't even check your blog. Your posts are affecting me like no tomorrow. You're not the only one who's lonely, and hurting inside. What you're doing won't make things any better. If I can't move on, the situation will continue. Just let the past go. Let me go. Please.
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
May 2008
June 2008
August 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
May 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
aisyah
aqilah
asyraf
faathimah maam
fadhli jyss
helissa
helmi
janelle
luqman
mardhiana
putra
springfield NPCC
xinxin